Logan & Veronica | Wherever You Will Go (+S4)
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"Then I hope there's someone
"Then I hope there's someone out there who can bring me back to you..."
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I feel like I have nothing left in me.
I finished this video two days ago and I just let it sit on my computer. Uploading it felt like I was making it all finite. Like I was giving in and acknowledging something I honestly do think I will ever really be able to.
I feel super broken. Betrayed. Like someone kicked the shit out of me emotionally (which is pretty much what happened). I've cried a hundred different times since finishing season 4. I feel like this comfort blanket of mine that I've had for the last 10+ years was ripped off of me and set on fire - all while the people who gave it to me pointed and laughed. If this was going to be how it ended, I didn't want it.
I have so much to say but my heart is still too heavy. I've been trying to take all of my thoughts and sadness and put it down on paper, but so far its just chaos. Honestly my biggest struggle is that fact that life is already to goddamn hard to have one of the good things taken and twisted into something that is now making me so so sad. It was unnecessary and disrespectful to this fan base. Marshmallows, thank you all for being a family. I don't know what I'd do without you.
I have loved these two from day one. I will continue loving them forever. Logan was the only thing in V's life that was really keeping her human, making her better. I don't know what planet Kristen lives on, but they were NEVER perfect, and I loved that about them. They made each other better. I lived for that. I always will.
Special thanks to Sequoya for pushing me to finish this and upload it when I was starting to back away from it. You knew I needed to finish it for my own emotional good. But I almost didnt.
MY GIRLS: Sequoya, I love you forever. I will always love this show extra for bringing me to you. These two were always ours and I can't believe this is where we are, but I love you so much and It will always at least stay positive in my mind for bringing me one of my favorite humans on the planet.
Sara - you know. you know.
Lynds: the best sister a girl could ask for. My fellow fan girl, the only person who understands why I get as emotional I get, especially during times like this. this will always be one of our shows, and I love that so much.
*WATCH IN HD*
I feel like I have nothing left in me.
I finished this video two days ago and I just let it sit on my computer. Uploading it felt like I was making it all finite. Like I was giving in and acknowledging something I honestly do think I will ever really be able to.
I feel super broken. Betrayed. Like someone kicked the shit out of me emotionally (which is pretty much what happened). I've cried a hundred different times since finishing season 4. I feel like this comfort blanket of mine that I've had for the last 10+ years was ripped off of me and set on fire - all while the people who gave it to me pointed and laughed. If this was going to be how it ended, I didn't want it.
I have so much to say but my heart is still too heavy. I've been trying to take all of my thoughts and sadness and put it down on paper, but so far its just chaos. Honestly my biggest struggle is that fact that life is already to goddamn hard to have one of the good things taken and twisted into something that is now making me so so sad. It was unnecessary and disrespectful to this fan base. Marshmallows, thank you all for being a family. I don't know what I'd do without you.
I have loved these two from day one. I will continue loving them forever. Logan was the only thing in V's life that was really keeping her human, making her better. I don't know what planet Kristen lives on, but they were NEVER perfect, and I loved that about them. They made each other better. I lived for that. I always will.
Special thanks to Sequoya for pushing me to finish this and upload it when I was starting to back away from it. You knew I needed to finish it for my own emotional good. But I almost didnt.
MY GIRLS: Sequoya, I love you forever. I will always love this show extra for bringing me to you. These two were always ours and I can't believe this is where we are, but I love you so much and It will always at least stay positive in my mind for bringing me one of my favorite humans on the planet.
Sara - you know. you know.
Lynds: the best sister a girl could ask for. My fellow fan girl, the only person who understands why I get as emotional I get, especially during times like this. this will always be one of our shows, and I love that so much.
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