Escapism. - RAYE, 070 Shake Lyric-centric 🐟

Escapism. - RAYE, 070 Shake Lyric-centric 🐟  Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him
 All of my diamonds are drippin' on him
 I met him at the bar
 It was 12 or something
 I ordered two more wines
 'Cause tonight, I want him
 A little context if you care to listen
 I find myself in a shit position
 The man that I love
 Sat me down last night
 And he told me that it's over
 Dumb decision
 And I don't wanna feel
 How my heart is ripping
 In fact, I don't wanna feel
 So I stick to sipping
 And I'm out on the town
 With a simple mission
 In my little black dress
 And this shit is sitting
 Just a heart broke bitch
 High heels, six inch
 In the back of the nightclub
 Sippin' champagne
 I don't trust
 Any of these bitches I'm with
 In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
 Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
 I was lookin' for a man
 Who was on the same page
 Now it's back to the intro
 Back to the bar
 To the Bentley, to the hotel
 To my old ways
 'Cause I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 Doctor, doctor, anything, please
 Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
 Take this pain away
 You're asking me my symptoms
 Doctor, I don't wanna feel
 Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam
 Back to my ways like 2019
 Not 24 hours
 Since my ex did dead it
 I got a new man on me
 It's about to get sweaty
 Last night really was the cherry on the cake
 Been some dark days lately
 And I'm finding it crippling
 Excuse my state
 I'm as high as your hopes
 That you'll make it to my bed
 Get me hot and sizzling
 If I take a step back
 To see the glass half full
 At least it's the Prada two-piece
 That I'm trippin' in
 And I'm already actin' like a dick
 Know what I mean
 So you might as well stick it in
 Just a heart broke bitch
 High heels, six inch
 In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne
 I don't trust
 Any of these bitches I'm with
 In the back of the taxi, sniffin' cocaine
 Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tears, drunk sex
 I was lookin' for a man
 Who was on the same page
 Now it's back to the intro
 Back to the bar
 To the Bentley, to the hotel
 To my old ways
 'Cause I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 Doctor, doctor, anything, please
 Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
 Take this pain away
 You're asking me my symptoms
 Doctor, I don't wanna feel
 What
 'Cause I don't wanna feel
 Like I felt last night
 I don't wanna feel
 Like I felt last night
 Be at peace
 With the things you can't change
 I'll be naked when I leave
 And I was naked when I came
 Out of reach, out of touch
 Too numb, I don't feel no way
 Toast up, so what
 Street small, but it go both ways
 So you'll run
 Yeah, but you'll never escape
 Sunset in the maze
 You're asking me my symptoms
 Doctor, I don't wanna feel
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night, oh
 Doctor, doctor, anything, please
 Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me
 You're asking me my symptoms
 Doctor, I don't wanna feel
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 I don't wanna feel
 How I did last night
 Lipstick smudged like modern art
 I don't know where the fuck I am
 Or who's drivin' the fuckin' car
 Speedin' down the highway, sipping
 Mixin' pills with the liquor
 'Cah fuck these feelings
 I left everyone I love on read
 Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed
 I remember nothing
 So there's nothing to regret
 Other than this 4-4 kick drum
 Poundin' in my head