How I Suffered for 11 Years after Spiritual Awakening (And Why You Don't Need To)
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How I Suffered for 11
How I Suffered for 11 Years after Spiritual Awakening (And Why You Don't Need To)
And Why Spiritual Awakening is Painful and Not Blissful?
What happens when you have a spiritual awakening?
🔥 Download my Free ebook to transform your pain and suffering into inner peace during the spiritual awakening process - The Courage To Awaken https://ebook.abyvohra.com/awaken
⚡️MY FIRST SPIRITUAL AWAKENING EXPERIENCE DUE TO INTENSE SUFFERING:
You can read more about my awakening here: https://abyvohra.com/about/
⚡️Transform your pain and suffering into inner peace during the spiritual awakening process
by Joining my online Course: The Miracle of Surrender -https://social.abyvohra.com/ErBl
⚡️Book 1-to-1 Private Counseling Session to transform your biggest struggle, challenge, or frustration: https://social.abyvohra.com/ErBp
⚡️Subscribe to my weekly newsletter -The Courage To Awaken: https://social.abyvohra.com/Ewmx
⚡️Enjoy my Audio Podcast on Spotify - https://social.abyvohra.com/G6GP
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I've had a profound shift in consciousness back in the year 2008, and suddenly, the person I thought I was for my whole life wasn't really who I am.
Whatever resonated with me before was not resonating with me anymore. My career, habits, relationships, inclinations, and likings all fell apart.
At the same time, I still felt continuous anxiety or being "out of place." It felt like the end of my "known" world.
I was suffering through tremendous physical and emotional pain
A significant reorientation took place in my life, and I pondered, what do I do with my life? What's my role? What's my relationship with my family, friends, wife, and children?
Why is awakening not blissful and free from negative states?
If you want to read more about how awakening happened to me, you can read the "About" section on my website.
For 11 years, from 2008 to 2018, I went to different spiritual ashrams, attended multiple meditation retreats, and researched and read numerous spiritual books to understand and heal this inner turmoil. But one thing I was doing all wrong. What I was seeking outside was always there in me as my inner being.
It was just that I did not realize my being in an enduring way as my mind was too busy seeking the outside.
Some of the books from the spiritual teacher, like Ramana Maharishi, Eckhart Tolle, Adyashanti, Krishnamurthi, and Swami Vivekananda, helped me.
But my mind made me feel like an impostor when I didn't feel the blissful state like those contemporary spiritual teachers. But Why do I fluctuate between awakened and unconscious states? Why was I oscillating between inner fulfillment and anxiety?
I was always pondering that all the time. What I discovered is that people realize spiritual awakening in two ways. The one is a rare event when the person is fully enlightened. We can call it enduring awakening or enlightenment. The other is a gradual and irreversible process that most of us, most of us must go through, accompanied by the dark night of the soul.
I call it non-enduring awakening.
If you are experiencing the dark night of the soul, you will feel a sense of being lost. Your heart will be in anxiety. Your world, with its known habits and conditioning, is coming to an end.
In a non-enduring awakening, as the mind's conditioning is not completely dissolved, it pulls us into an unconscious state frequently, as if your mind is pulling you out. That's why you fluctuate between awakened and egoic states in non-enduring awakening.
Whether you have been bestowed with an enduring awakening or non-enduring awakening depends upon your karmic load. Like what kind of karmic load you have. People with enduring awakening have a very light karmic load, even though they may have experienced extreme suffering before awakening. One can see that the karmic inheritance, the conditioning that they were dealing with, wasn't too heavy.
Only a few people in a given generation may have an enduring awakening. Now, they have no further process to undergo. For example, spiritual teachers like Eckhart Tolle, Ramana Maharshi or Jiddu Krishnamurti, and many others were graced with enduring awakening. We could call it enlightenment.
As far as we all are concerned, we are going through a non-enduring awakening that differs in state of awareness for different people. So everybody has a relative awareness, some more, some high state, some low state. So the question is, can you do anything about your past karma and transcend it to realize enduring awakening?
And Why Spiritual Awakening is Painful and Not Blissful?
What happens when you have a spiritual awakening?
🔥 Download my Free ebook to transform your pain and suffering into inner peace during the spiritual awakening process - The Courage To Awaken https://ebook.abyvohra.com/awaken
⚡️MY FIRST SPIRITUAL AWAKENING EXPERIENCE DUE TO INTENSE SUFFERING:
You can read more about my awakening here: https://abyvohra.com/about/
⚡️Transform your pain and suffering into inner peace during the spiritual awakening process
by Joining my online Course: The Miracle of Surrender -https://social.abyvohra.com/ErBl
⚡️Book 1-to-1 Private Counseling Session to transform your biggest struggle, challenge, or frustration: https://social.abyvohra.com/ErBp
⚡️Subscribe to my weekly newsletter -The Courage To Awaken: https://social.abyvohra.com/Ewmx
⚡️Enjoy my Audio Podcast on Spotify - https://social.abyvohra.com/G6GP
WATCH NEXT:
⚡️7 Little Known Ways to Enter the Present Moment 7 Little Known Ways to Enter the Pres...
⚡️Why Some Attain Spiritual Awakening & Others Do Not The Direct Way to Spiritual Awakening...
⚡️Are You Facing Difficult Situations And People Again and Again? Why Are You Facing Difficult Situatio...
I've had a profound shift in consciousness back in the year 2008, and suddenly, the person I thought I was for my whole life wasn't really who I am.
Whatever resonated with me before was not resonating with me anymore. My career, habits, relationships, inclinations, and likings all fell apart.
At the same time, I still felt continuous anxiety or being "out of place." It felt like the end of my "known" world.
I was suffering through tremendous physical and emotional pain
A significant reorientation took place in my life, and I pondered, what do I do with my life? What's my role? What's my relationship with my family, friends, wife, and children?
Why is awakening not blissful and free from negative states?
If you want to read more about how awakening happened to me, you can read the "About" section on my website.
For 11 years, from 2008 to 2018, I went to different spiritual ashrams, attended multiple meditation retreats, and researched and read numerous spiritual books to understand and heal this inner turmoil. But one thing I was doing all wrong. What I was seeking outside was always there in me as my inner being.
It was just that I did not realize my being in an enduring way as my mind was too busy seeking the outside.
Some of the books from the spiritual teacher, like Ramana Maharishi, Eckhart Tolle, Adyashanti, Krishnamurthi, and Swami Vivekananda, helped me.
But my mind made me feel like an impostor when I didn't feel the blissful state like those contemporary spiritual teachers. But Why do I fluctuate between awakened and unconscious states? Why was I oscillating between inner fulfillment and anxiety?
I was always pondering that all the time. What I discovered is that people realize spiritual awakening in two ways. The one is a rare event when the person is fully enlightened. We can call it enduring awakening or enlightenment. The other is a gradual and irreversible process that most of us, most of us must go through, accompanied by the dark night of the soul.
I call it non-enduring awakening.
If you are experiencing the dark night of the soul, you will feel a sense of being lost. Your heart will be in anxiety. Your world, with its known habits and conditioning, is coming to an end.
In a non-enduring awakening, as the mind's conditioning is not completely dissolved, it pulls us into an unconscious state frequently, as if your mind is pulling you out. That's why you fluctuate between awakened and egoic states in non-enduring awakening.
Whether you have been bestowed with an enduring awakening or non-enduring awakening depends upon your karmic load. Like what kind of karmic load you have. People with enduring awakening have a very light karmic load, even though they may have experienced extreme suffering before awakening. One can see that the karmic inheritance, the conditioning that they were dealing with, wasn't too heavy.
Only a few people in a given generation may have an enduring awakening. Now, they have no further process to undergo. For example, spiritual teachers like Eckhart Tolle, Ramana Maharshi or Jiddu Krishnamurti, and many others were graced with enduring awakening. We could call it enlightenment.
As far as we all are concerned, we are going through a non-enduring awakening that differs in state of awareness for different people. So everybody has a relative awareness, some more, some high state, some low state. So the question is, can you do anything about your past karma and transcend it to realize enduring awakening?
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