Delusions Of Grandeur

I uploaded this a while ago but only just made it public.



I truly believed I was going to change the world.

I was convinced I had something special within me to make a massive difference by now.

There is so much injustice in the world to be fixed!

But as i grow older, I realise that this is less and less likely to happen.

I need to face the reality that i'm not super-human/wasn't sent here by G-d to save the world, and that is deeply painful for me. I wanted to be loved and respected by many people.

Instead, for the past few years I feel like i've been treading a troubled track and I just can't seem to get off it.

I desperately need a new mind-set and direction.

Most of all, I need to ultimately find the love and respect for myself that I crave from the masses.

Be back soon. Thanks as always for your support xxx

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