WE MADE IT TO 1K (1,000 SPECIAL

ITSALWAYSGWAPO
ITSALWAYSGWAPO
55 بار بازدید - 4 هفته پیش - I LOVE YALLL ALL 1
I LOVE YALLL ALL 1 THOUSAND AND NEE COMERS

Most people are afraid to be in front of a camera, let alone touch one. The day the package of my Zv1f touched the concrete of my porch, endless possibilities were becoming more visible. The walk from my room to the doorstep was golden. The first video I took was the unboxing of the camera and the accessories that came with it. I then learned the mechanics of my camera from a fellow youtuber, they taught me what modes that can fit my style of videography and color grading filters to make the video stand-out.
Summer of 2023 was full of work but the light of joy came about.I worked on the farm cutting grass, watering plants,moving plants and building homes for the chickens. The breaks of joy came from food,I visited restaurants and fast foods and more. While running around the football field all day I made new friends and this allowed me to step out of my comfort zone. This also worked outside the field with people wanting to say hello and ask if i had a youtube or any streaming services.
These summer moments were filmed on my zv1f. This camera was my fight away from depression. I was someone who didn’t believe depression was a real thing or it was a way for people to avoid life problems. Turns out this wasn’t the truth, far from it at that. The depression I faced was the fear of death, also known as “Thanatophobia is an intense fear of death or the dying process. While it's natural to feel anxious about death from time to time”. It snuck up on me and bit me; all throughout the summer I wanted to be around people and I wanted to be occupied but this only allowed the

thought to become worse. I started having anxiety attacks and took melatonin pills to go to sleep to avoid the problem. When I started to clean my room and fold clothes the anxiety began to go away but the anxiety creeped upon me slowly, I even searched up videos of other people that dealt with the issue and it didn’t cure me. I began my first ever video with the thought of, If I go at least I’ll be remembered.
From then on, this became a continuous thing. They’re probably waiting for another video. What can I do to get people to watch? This became an ongoing thing and became somewhat of a cure to my depression. This camera gained me 900+ subscribers allowing me to be eligible for content creation. From this Zv1f, a new me was created, someone full of life and ready to face any challenges. I became an icon to others with my short viewer count with people asking to be in videos and an inside light upon my school that was never shown.
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