Trans Vlog Episode 66 Downer Thoughts (9/23/2020)
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Despite some 'downer' thoughts and
Despite some 'downer' thoughts and the plateau still being there for exercise changing anything, and despite having gotten a stomach something illness for a few days, not in a deep dark depression. Changes seem to be still there, but less, and no new ones. I really hope I can finish all my transitioning by 40 but is that realistic? News sucks, and I really wish I could move so much.
After some soul searching and discussion with my therapist, this was decided upon as a good idea. I used to post to Youtube in the past and it helped me a lot to feel like I was helping people, while also connecting with others without having to actually be social :D My vlog has some kinda raw emotions and somewhat can be about darker things. Some of it may be triggering, especially to trans folks, as this is a vlog about my coming to terms with and dealing with trans issues. Well, and other issues, from PTSD to childhood trauma to current events; all kinds of stuff, but I try not to ever get too graphic. This is me spilling out my guts to a camera so I can hear myself talk to myself later and learn about me. And maybe, it will help someone else out there too. Also, sorry the audio quality is not great on these, between the background phone notifications sometimes, or the low volume overall. I’m just me talking to an imaginary you, and a struggling to process me.
After some soul searching and discussion with my therapist, this was decided upon as a good idea. I used to post to Youtube in the past and it helped me a lot to feel like I was helping people, while also connecting with others without having to actually be social :D My vlog has some kinda raw emotions and somewhat can be about darker things. Some of it may be triggering, especially to trans folks, as this is a vlog about my coming to terms with and dealing with trans issues. Well, and other issues, from PTSD to childhood trauma to current events; all kinds of stuff, but I try not to ever get too graphic. This is me spilling out my guts to a camera so I can hear myself talk to myself later and learn about me. And maybe, it will help someone else out there too. Also, sorry the audio quality is not great on these, between the background phone notifications sometimes, or the low volume overall. I’m just me talking to an imaginary you, and a struggling to process me.
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