I Am Not Okay (But I'm Getting Help): A Schizoaffective Life Update

So, I’m kind of in a psychotic episode right now, and before you come at me for saying how can I know it’s psychosis and still be psychotic, I’m in treatment. Things are different for me now. I have coping mechanisms that help me tell the difference and it’s bee revolutionary over the years in helping me navigate this awful mental health condition. Regardless, I’ve been suffering from religious delusions that I’m trying to sort out, and it’s personally my least favorite kind of psychosis out there. Hallucinations are there as well and it’s just a psychotic mess. I have schizoaffective disorder (the bipolar type) and what’s wild to me is how I don’t have much mood symptom activity. Kinda wild how that works right? Anyways, I see my doctor this week, so I’ll be okay, so don’t worry about me lol. The thing about being mentally ill but in treatment is that bumps in the road still happen but I have plans in place to help me so that, even thought horrible things happen, my life doesn't get massively disrupted. At the end of the day, I'm still severely mentally ill but I'm also stubborn and refuse to let it win! Enjoy the vid! (or whatever emotion you’d use to describe your experience with it :) ) Other videos about this episode: How it started:    • An Honest Conversation about Psychosi...   I realized I needed to seek help: this video! I got help (and got a med adjustment):    • This is What Happens when Antipsychot...   The final part (where I'm at after it all): coming soon! ALL MY LINKS: linktr.ee/schizokitzo Why I'm Doing This:    • Why I'm Doing This | The SchizoKitzo ...   SCHIZOKITZO PROJECT LINKS (AKA WHERE TO FOLLOW ME AND SAY HI): YouTube (hi): youtube.com/schizokitzo Instagram: www.instagram.com/schizokitzo Facebook: www.facebook.com/schizokitzo Twitter: twitter.com/SchizoKitzo MY OTHER PROJECTS: The Facebook Page for The Bees™: www.facebook.com/therealmadamebee My Bee Aesthetic Instagram: www.instagram.com/beespoke_girl/ Disclaimer: I am not a qualified mental health professional. This channel exists for educational purposes, and I do my best to provide accurate and up-to-date information. In order to create content, I combine scientific resources (peer reviewed studies and easy-to-understand articles) and my own personal experiences/advice. I seek to make complicated topics easy to understand, but I am no substitute for a doctor, therapist, or other qualified mental health professional. #schizoaffective #schizoaffectivedisorder #hallucination #delusion #psychosis #mentalhealthawareness #hearingvoices #mentalhealth

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