A bloating-inspired vlog about my childhood, mental illness, and other tangents
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I thought I was gonna
I thought I was gonna talk about bloating and how I've struggled to understand the world, but it turned into a long vlog about my childhood and the different events and confusions that likely contributed to my psychological issues today. Prepare yourself for a DestroyerMariko classic meandering ramble about stomach pain, hair thickness, perceptions of wealth, growing up half-Japanese, glass child challenges, school before the internet was big, autism, my psychiatry plans, mental illness trend culture, the fallibility of experts and authority figures, Japanese gift culture, and then finally making our way back to bloating and stomach issues and my opinion on salads and mayonnaise, then a few more tangents about beaches and my doggo, before finally awkwardly wrapping the whole mess up.
0:00 Bloating
1:22 Thick hair confusion feat. Bart Simpson's Guide to Life
2:32 Why am I so puzzled by everything? Childhood etc.
5:16 Thinking I grew up poor 🤣
7:04 Cultural factors and language barriers?
8:23 Getting no help as a kid, not knowing to ask
9:46 Back to language barriers...!
11:10 Growing up before the internet was big
12:12 The autism question and not fitting in as a kid
14:49 Language confusion as a biracial kid
16:16 My current situation's implications for psychiatry
17:32 Lamotrigine for depression?
18:54 My disabled brother's happiness vs my misery
19:46 Differential diagnosis (autism, anxiety, and eye contact)
22:40 Mental illness popularity nonsense
23:51 Doubting expertise
25:02 Yesterday: Japanese gift culture
25:38 Bloating! feat. lactose and soy intolerances
27:17 Food coma and temporary recovery
28:33 Going to bed is hard
29:19 Beaches: Brisbane vs Sydney
30:00 Doggo tangent
31:06 Life for the next couple weeks
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0:00 Bloating
1:22 Thick hair confusion feat. Bart Simpson's Guide to Life
2:32 Why am I so puzzled by everything? Childhood etc.
5:16 Thinking I grew up poor 🤣
7:04 Cultural factors and language barriers?
8:23 Getting no help as a kid, not knowing to ask
9:46 Back to language barriers...!
11:10 Growing up before the internet was big
12:12 The autism question and not fitting in as a kid
14:49 Language confusion as a biracial kid
16:16 My current situation's implications for psychiatry
17:32 Lamotrigine for depression?
18:54 My disabled brother's happiness vs my misery
19:46 Differential diagnosis (autism, anxiety, and eye contact)
22:40 Mental illness popularity nonsense
23:51 Doubting expertise
25:02 Yesterday: Japanese gift culture
25:38 Bloating! feat. lactose and soy intolerances
27:17 Food coma and temporary recovery
28:33 Going to bed is hard
29:19 Beaches: Brisbane vs Sydney
30:00 Doggo tangent
31:06 Life for the next couple weeks
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JOIN MY CULT on Patreon: Patreon: destroyermariko
Get some merch! https://store.streamelements.com/dest...
Just want to send a one-off tip? https://www.paypal.me/MarikoGray
Tip via StreamElements: https://streamelements.com/destroyerm...
Website: https://www.destroyermariko.com/
Music: https://destroyermariko.bandcamp.com/
Instagram: Instagram: destroyermariko
Facebook: Facebook: DestroyerMariko
DeviantArt: http://destroyermariko.deviantart.com/
My bands:
A.D.Destroyer on Bandcamp: https://addestroyer.bandcamp.com/
Rainbow Death Ray on Bandcamp: https://rainbowdeathray.bandcamp.com/
Rainbow Death Ray's website: http://www.rainbowdeathray.com/
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🔥🔥BEHOLD THE CULT OF DESTRUCTIONISM!!🔥🔥
Solar Scribe Chronicler
Arn of the Apocalypse
Nervous Neuron
Schizoid Angst
We thank you for your contribution to our chaos!!
Above are the names of our most dedicated followers, pledge yourself to us and become a Cultist in the Credits! Join our madness: Patreon: destroyermariko
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