DAX - JOKER (SkyDxddy Remix)

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Video By: Traumacore Productions  
Written By: SkyDxddy & Dax
Produced By: Lexnour

LYRICS:
whispered
Gimme the people that died
Gimme the cuts on my thighs
Gimme the nights that I cried when everyone heard but turned off the lights
Gimme a lifetime of pain
Gimme a heart on my sleeve
Gave you too many chances to put respect on my name
Gimme a list full of people that took advantage of me and call upon everybody that said they’d come runnin but the second I need them
I DONT SEE THEM MAN.. IM PISSED

But i think you knew that already
You said you could be trusted
but you fell back on that bullshit already
You think I’m crazy right?
Cause nobody knows what you’re really like
and if i told the truth id be told that I’m lying and trying to ruin your life but you fucking knew that already You ain’t special
you’re just a shadow that lurks in the dark
waitin for prey to tear them apart
while you sit and laugh bought the acts you’ve committed
and the people you fooled cause they thought you were different
you cannot beat me I’m just one of the list full of people you wronged
bitch i am building an army.
You think its funny cause you never been through the trauma
I hate the fact that i need to say this
but keep all that energy if it should happen to your baby brother or momma
i tell you this as  a warning
cause what’s coming next is they numb all their pain with big pharma
 now I ain’t the one to cast judgement
but that shits a good way to get some bad karma.
So please continue to laugh cause
But that it some shit you cannot take back
you made me so aggressive
you should have expected what would happen after the fact
run that shit back
all your apologies don’t mean crap
cause you ain’t even sorry you’re scared you got caught
lemme show you what its like when your flashing back.

Maybe it was me maybe i shouldn’t have gone out that night and wouldn’t have gotten so ugly maybe I’m blaming myself maybe i thought i could trust you cause you always said that you loved me maybe you think I’m naive maybe in reality you have no power that’s why you need me on my knees its all a trick. I hate myself when i should hate you and god that makes me so sick. You were the problem I’m in the depths of my own little hell and still everyone thinks I’m a bitch. You rip me open now I’m just exposed man what part of no don’t you get it if I’m being honest they all say that they care but I have no they do not give a shit so why the abuse how could you do that you leave a negative impact not knowing what you do always comes back you’ve got a smile on your face but your heart is pitch black and I’m letting everyone in your life know that it’s a fucking trap I need help but y’all can’t help with that I kept my head down and kept my mouth shut and I defended you but I’m done with that so go fuck yourself because you’re real good at that the source of my pain and panic attacks

you’re insane their a saint ! I can’t believe the things you’re saying.

My turn why so serious baby why do you look so surprised after you drove me crazy you forgot that I was dangerous and even stronger than before you forgot that you took my whole life so now you owe me yours you forgot about that night while I have it burned inside my brain I’m stuck inside in the cylon but tonight I will escape you forgot to carry shame you forgot that I am insane you forgot the karma‘s coming and she has my fucking name.

Ha ha ha I’m feeling violent HA go figure I’m now in the mood to watch you be disfigured you can’t keep your hands away so I think I’ll cut off your fingers then I’ll chop them up real nice and toss them in my blender Well come come come come to my kitchen you’re fucking sick here’s a spoonful of your medicine you fucking prick I don’t even wanna know what kind of person does that shit you know it’s just a power trip I’m stripping you of all of it I’m making you my bitch let me explain it’s more than just a couple mistakes it’s darker than it actually looks this make up hides all of my pain I don’t trust you it’s not the same everything you say is fake that’s why I’m holding up a mirror so you can stare that monster in you in the fucking face

TO BE CONTINUED…

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