Dead Inside - Official Music Video

Produced by ‪@lexnourbeats1‬

Lyrics:

Verse:
They'll say its all in my head and I guess that makes sense cause everything I fell I keep in 'cause its different for men. If we talk about our feelings we're called over-sensitive, we're asked to strike a balance, it doesn't exist. So we bottle everything up in our minds, we grow cold, dark and numb as we slowly die. You ever wonder why it's mostly men who commit suicide? We figure why not we're already dead inside.

Chorus:
I'm dead inside but have to say I'm fine. Men are forced to hide alongside all the demons in our minds. I'm dead inside contemplating suicide I'm not afraid to die Ive been dead for such a long time.

Verse:
They'll say it's all in my mind and they're probably right 'cause everything I feel it gets internalized. I could try to explain but know you'd push me away when you see the real reason I'm afraid. 'cause if I let you in my walls and open up the gates, you'd see my castle is just one big cage. Extra fortified built that way by design to protect the world on the outside from this monster that I made. It wasn't on purpose no I didn't know, just held on all my pain held onto all my hate and over time it started to consolidate, until something in the darkness started to grow. I couldn't see through the fog of my dark thoughts it was so congested couldn't see something in the darkness that was manifesting grew huge claws and sharp teeth and sunk them in the deepest parts of me. And now it's got a hold of my neck and I can barely breathe and you wonder why I asked God to come and save me. Had no choice other than believe, you'd probably understand if you could see this monster locked inside of me.

Chorus:
I'm dead inside but have to say I'm fine. Men are forced to hide alongside all the demons in our minds. I'm dead inside contemplating suicide I'm not afraid to die Ive been dead for such a long time.