"Bodyguard Baby~" . Bakudeku . reupload

... Guys, this is the last time I'll upload my old videos under my mum's pressure, I know and I understand her pressuring me to upload videos because seeing my grades I would pressure myself too, to be honest it's not normal to fall from 90%+ grades to 54% .. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me but whatever it is I can't have it going on for any longer, if rather pretend to be ok and force myself to do whatever I should rather than sticking to my ned and crying over silly nothings and having no motivation, I didn't know my mental health would get so bad that every little thing would get me triggered, so I'm so sorry and I hope I can somehow fix myself, I mean "fake it till you make it" right?