Why Isn't My Life Changing?

Hello Everyone!

It's been awhile since I uploaded anything on social media. I've decided to just film a video and post about why that is. Its very chaotic, but I think it explains perfectly how my life has been. I've harbored a lot of guilt and anxiety since filming with Chris and it's honestly eating me alive. I have this weird feeling that I can't film anymore videos until my life changes. And yet, I have no idea how to do that. Does this mean I'm stuck forever?

I don't know what the answer is. All I know is that I DO want to change and I know that nothing will happen if I don't do something. So here is my first attempt at that something.

Thank you all again for all your support. Its truly helped me in my darkest moments and its what's motivated me for this video. I wish you all the best, and I love you all!!! :)

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